I think... By the end of Wed, I'll be dead from exhaustion.

I hope I can fin Philosophy within half a day if not I'll DIE.

And I'm too young to die~

I think... every girl at some point would wish to have a bf that's wild and exciting. That would get them into little funny romantic and exciting troubles. Those that would sweep us off our feet with their wildness...

*sighs dreamily*

I wonder what would it be like to spend Christmas, New Year, Valentine's Day and Birthday's with a bf. I wonder what would it be like to receive little sweet surprises from them every now and then. I wonder what's like to camwhore with them. xD I wonder what's like to go out on a date and being sweet and lovey dovey in public!

It'd be so much fun~

And oh, buying clothes for each other as well. =D

And a romantic meal~

*shakes thoughts away*

OKAY. Gtg study CSC. *slumps*

Can't wait to go home~! Shopping with my mum and getting a hair cut!

4 more days!

*PS: No, I'm not hinting to you. Don't so perasan. xP I'm just thinking*

I wish all my assignments would just go POOF

A suggestion to YOU:
Kyou, Koi Wo Hajimemasu is a pretty good read. =D

I envy shoujo manga girls... They're so pretty and they always end up with the hottest cutest sweetest nicest guy.

Mum ruined my study mood today by saying, "waiting for your return so we can go NY food shopping and buy our fortune cookies"

Can't wait to go home T_T

She stood near the edge of the cliff waiting... Her short black hair ruffled by salted wind and her cheek rosy from the soft light from the Sun.

She closed her eyes and ignored the sound of rolling stones as she moved an inch nearer to the edge. She listened to the roaring sounds of waves clashing against the rocks from below.

And then... She thought... She thought of a time long ago where she was standing at the exact same spot with the very man she loved. They held each other's hand tightly and looked down fearfully at the rocks and waves.

"There must be some other way..." He whispered to her.

She continued to stare at the beautiful naturalistic scene below them. "No, there isn't..."

"If... If reincarnation doesn't exist... And even if it does, what if we can't be together again?" he turned to look at her, his eyes full of fear and love. Fearing that it was all a mistake. Loving her enough to do the craziest thing.

She stared into his beautiful gray eyes and allowed her tiny frame to be embraced by strong arms. "That's a chance I'll take."

From the distance, they heard shouts and when they turned around, men and women carrying knives, stakes and other weaponry came running towards them.

Hurriedly, both of them looked at the vast ocean.

"Promise me that you'll be here waiting for me forever." She started to cry while panic once again took control of her emotions.

"I promise. Here, forever, so long as you're not here with me, I will wait..."

With her still in his arms, both of them closed their eyes and jumped off the cliff, into the crashing waves and sharp rocks... into the abyss of death, of darkness... Hoping, waiting, pleading that death would be the one bringing them peace and each other.

She jolted out from her train of thoughts when she felt a very familiar pair of arms around her waist. She blinked in surprised and stood there, rigid, motionless and utterly silent. For 20 years, she felt that something was missing. This was it. This was what her heart was missing. Crickets in the dark forest beside thembegan their singing and she bit her lips.

Gingerly, she touched that pair of arms with the tip of her fingers. Tears blurred her eyes as she choked, "Darrel?"

She felt the pair of arms tightening around her and the sound of a man trying very hard to control himself from crying out loud. "Yes... Yes... I'm here, Christine. I'm finally here..."

She broke free of him and turned around, heart beating wildly, mind going crazy and world spinning in a tornado.

Desperation engulfed her as she threw herself at him, wailing loudly. He took a step back, away from the dangers of the cliff that was once their refuge and whispered in her ear, "Hush now my love..."

"We'll be together for sure this time right? In flesh and blood?" She cried into his chest.

"In flesh and in blood. In soul and in spirit." He murmured into her hair as tears of his own dampened his cheeks.

Forever and ever they will be with each other. Even if the village once again turn against them and condemn them as the spawns of the devil and witches, they will be together.

I'm a weird blogger since I blog about the most random and irrelevant and what's that word for 'not important'? AH! Frivolous!

Anyway, holiday mood's catching up on me.

This is bad. I've been really unproductive. Only manage to study ART which was fairly easy. Pictures made it even easier to remember.

They started spraying the mosquito repellent thing just now. STUNK up my whole room.

Ish Ish...

I'm having trouble with my CSC assignment. It wouldn't be all that difficult if the lect made his instructions clear in the first place.

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*pokes sheep*

I feel that Philosophy is a very dangerous subject especially to those who are negative by nature and is a meterialist supporter.

Plus the fact that it is without a doubt that Chinese books are pretty pessimistic. Actually I think that we Chinese are like that. Pessimistic, negative and utterly ANNOYING.

But yes, I think Philosophy is dangerous to a certain extend especially if you don't have a strong believe and faith in life.

But I love Philosophy and how it makes me think and open up my mind. Plus the fact that I have a very charismatic nerdy cute lect helps too! But no matter what, my stand still stays that there's a God, we're his most wonderful creation, we're not animals and life is the GREATEST gift God has given to us.

If one is to be so ungrateful as to think that your own life is at your... disposal? useless?then I've got nothing to say.

Maybe you think that it's right and true, but whatever it is, I think that it's stupid.

It's your belief. You decide what to choose to believe. But don't blame anyone BUT YOURSELF if you drown in your own misery about how miserable life is and how stupid, useless, senseless and animalistic humans are.

YOUR CHOICE.

I've had it with your pessimism.